Here I am at the edge

Posthumous Recognition This is a phrase I often refer to. It was said by Lady Caroline Lamb about her friend and lover George Gordon Byron , later Lord Byron, the well-known poet, but I feel it could apply equally to me.   I never think I am as proficient a writer or as popular as he was. To think that would be arrogant beyond belief and anybody who knows me will tell you, arrogance is not in my nature.  Mad:- I am to an extent possessed by a desire to well read and liked, to the extent that I keep writing despite a lack of interest in my books. Apparently, there is a big following for my work; if so it must be underground as apart from a few people who I know enjoy the stories, there has been little evidence of it in the sales of my ebooks , other than my science fiction series. Bad:- People who know me will tell you I am my own worst enemy, not only do I not believe in the following I have (apparently) but I don't believe I am as good as other people. ...