Here I am at the edge

Fighting my agoraphobia . With help from  RAF Benevolent Fund and   SSAFA, the Armed Forces charity I hope to fight my agoraphobia .

Psychiatric therapy Some time ago, I asked my doctor about having me sanctioned as I considered I was becoming mentally unbalanced with the stress from my stepson and the constant abuse I suffer - this was months before the added stress of the fire - he thought I wasn't a risk, so he told me to forget the idea.  At the same time, I considered the controversial procedure of lobotomy. I know there is a high risk of personality damage, but with the way my personality is going, I think the risk could be worth the rewards of not being plagued by self-doubt.