Here I am at the edge

 Trending This day had to come, I have hit rock bottom; I am writing blog posts to get a few readers rather than what I wanted to write . I wonder, will I get paid again? My last payment arrived this month from Draft2Digital , $10 for 8 months eBook sales :(  The lack of sales is one reason why I write only for my blog; another reason is I have little faith in my ability as a writer left.