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Staring into the abyss.

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Fighting your demons. He sat staring at the blank screen, the only thought going through the writer's mind. It was Neitchze who said:  "if you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back at you." You are not kidding! He'd spent days gazing idly at the blank screen, once he'd had dreams of writing about the worlds he's created, now all he could think was  "Is it worthwhile?" The more he thought about what he could be writing, the harder the task became for him to write. He found his mind was locked in a downward spiral to oblivion; the venue he'd fought to avoid now loomed large in his sight.  For years, he'd tried to convince himself that what others had said about his writing was true. Was he truly a good writer, or were they just being kind to stop him from falling apart? No matter, it didn't help now, even if he was a good writer the drive had gone. Where once dwelled the flames of passion now had turned to an icy cold that no...