Here I am at the edge

  I am very grateful   Over the last month on Twitter , I have had several people offer to help my restart my job as a writer . I politely turned them down, why? I have a belief I can b a good writer, but years of being either turned down, or in the case of Draft2Digital , scammed, have made me cynical about the world of publishing; add to this as I am in the UK , no USA publisher even acknowledges my emails.