Here I am at the edge

 I need to stop reminiscing Looking through my Facebook posts is painful; I see people I used to be in contact getting  writing contracts , and me? I am a nowhere man , once I won an award , it didn't matter as the book never sold thanks to one person trashing it online, because I showed I was better at writing than she was. There is no point in trying to think what may have been; it was not in my future to be a contract writer .