Here I am at the edge

Has anyone seen my motivation? #MondayMotivation is lacking more this week than before; mainly because I am now writing for free https://wordpress.com/post/hereiamattheedgeblogspotcouk.wordpress.com/1011 ,and I think my work has no value

Will the e-book bring me the sales I need? If I ever needed to  motivation , now is the time.   This month, I have laid out a lot of expenses in an attempt to sell my  e-books , and if something doesn't happen, I will not only be destroyed as a  writer , but I will be in such a state financially I doubt I'll recover this year.