Here I am at the edge

 Some tmes you have to accept you can't have what you wish for On my YouTube playlist   https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLN_cA-MjGHZTmW8GGcth_6DKrOzEpzAHS   t here are many titles I would like to buy, but for several reasons I know they are unattainable. Some of the titles are so old, any material has now degraded to the point beyond retrival, other films are not available outside India , without incurring huge postage costs.