Here I am at the edge

  Things could have been worse Que sera, sera - what shall be, shall be. I won't deny my time as a writer  was hard on me, mentally, and sometimes physically on the days when my disability made writing painful. For the ammount I earned over the decade, I could have bought a fish meal each year of my decade. If I hadn't had the success of my science fiction series on Draft2Digital I would have given up long before I did; my e-book sales on Amazon were non-existant; even my bestseller only managed to sell one copy a year.