I wonder what would have happened?

 Could I have been successful?

I dont have the habit of thinking what could have happened if things had gone on a different course; things happened the way they did, and I can't change what has gone.

There is one matter which interests me though, if the person I knew hadn't trashed my award-winning eBook, I wonder if I would have been a successful writer. I doubt it, I lack the three things vital to success - live in the USA, have money for publicity, and most impotantly I lack educational qualifications - as I say, there is no use crying over the past, it happened, and I have to live with the thoughts of what may have been.

I cannot say for sure why she did what she did, my thoughts, as with many people I knew at the time, are she was jealous. She spent most of her time trashing my writing online, to know I won an award without any qualifiactions must have hit a nerve.

The only good thing that came from the time is I beat her in three online writing contests, including one where she hacked a site to delete my top entry.