Can I win?

The big question
Each day I fight my depression, and each day I think I am losing the battle. 
My family is convinced the move we made two months ago gave me new energy, that shows how adept I have become at hiding the truth  https://hereiamattheedgeblogspotcouk.wordpress.com/2017/08/02/i-must-be-a-good-actor/.

The battle raging in my mind is not only about the lack of sales for my work, but about the work itself  http://alsdomain.weebly.com/whats-happening/nothing-left-is-all-i-have#.WYGy_ojyvIU

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