Depression has won the war

 The war is over


If I am honest, I knew the fight was lost almost a decade ago.

Yes, not long after I was awarded a certivcate, and medal for excellence, in 2012. My work was sabotaged by a writer I knew at the time. After that, I realised I would not recover, and the damage done never healed, even after this time.

Some people have said she was jealous because I won an award, and she never. Others said she did what she did because she spent a lof time running me down online, and winning the award showed her up.

Whatever the reason, she did her best to ruin me, and suceeded. My award-winning book crashed and died on Amazon; and never got out of the wreckage. I had a little run of fortune in 2014 with my science fiction series, but that only lasted a few months.

Since 2014, I have been "spinning my wheels" as fans of Monster Truck derbies would say.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

I am offended again

Image
 The lady is NOT my type Though I am olde, and have standards, I am not a stic-in-the-mud, it does take someting nasty to offend me, and for the second time it has happened.  As with the first incident , the offense involved a young colored lady with larrge breasts, I have nothing againsr coloured ladies, I wasbot offended by this laady asking to see my penis as soon as we chatted, it was a little weird she was so forawrd when she'd only been chatting a few minutes to ask. What I found offensive, again, is she assumed having large reasts, and in her case an oversize bottom was what I like In short, she has nothing of interest for me..
Read more

Welome to my world

Image
 I am the Spider When a young lady approaches me on Facebook , and asks to move to another site, in my space , little does she realise the rules of the game are changed, they are my rules .
Read more