What made me think something good would happen to me, and I wouldn't have to pay the price?
I often get told not to be so negative, as negativity feed on itself.
That is a true concept, but it's hard for me not to think in a negative mindset. Throughout my life, I've been put down and told I wasn't good enough, or unfairly compared to people who started off with more than I did.
This week's events http://hereiamattheedge.blogspot.co.uk/2015/12/yin-yang.html#.VnWJQFXhDnA are but one more example of me paying the price for a little happiness. My series is thriving, and I get a job offer, only to have untold sadness as my Smudge is taken by cat-snatchers. One slight bit of good news, Lily has come back.