The job ain't mine
I am a good writer
Sales of my #scifi series have proved that http://hereiamattheedge.blogspot.co.uk/2015/10/i-am-good-writer.html#.VmmNnlXhDnA otherwise, how would the series sell almost 600 e-books in less than two years.
I was an award winner at one time too http://hereiamattheedge.blogspot.co.uk/2015/04/bristols-award-winning-writer.html#.VmmOl1XhDnA. All that is history and counts for little.
I read that on Upwork http://hereiamattheedge.blogspot.co.uk/2015/12/i-didnt-get-off-last-boat-from-syria.html#.VmmP9lXhDnA there are over 1,000 writers added every week, so the opportunity for work gets less each week. It wasn't hard enough before, competing against degrees, experience and large portfolios; now, I feel that there is no point in continuing to hope for work http://hereiamattheedge.blogspot.co.uk/2015/11/keeping-faith.html#.VmmRUlXhDnA